Saturday, October 20, 2012

Lewy Body Dementia - 2nd Leading Cause of Dementia!

(Just a reminder that this blog will be moving to its new home at the end of this year.)

This is an article that was recently posted as a news story. October being LBD Awareness month, I wanted to write about this disease. As my mother's guardian - and daughter - I have a special interest in LBD. She lives in a nursing home just around the corner from me (actually it's a few corners but only a 4 minute drive...1/2 mile as the crow flies). There is no way I could care for her at home, but the professionals are doing a beautiful job with her, meeting needs that I could not meet, and giving her a much higher quality of life than she could otherwise expect. (She does come to my home quite often, loves to play with our critters, play the piano, help out in the kitchen, enjoy time with her great-grandson, etc...plus when I'm running errands I can swing by to pick her up so we can spend the time together, although we're nearing the end of her ability to do that unfortunately.)

Anyway, this article just touches the tip of the iceberg. One statement that is particularly important thought, is this one: "Winston [Jaron Winston, M.D., a geriatric psychiatrist] says because the disease takes awhile to show itself, often doctors won't realize the patient may be suffering from LBD until the patients are treated with Alzheimer's medications that tend to make the LBD symptoms worse."

In some cases the wrong medication can be lethal. As it nearly was for my mother. I can't stress enough that, unless and until you can find a "lewy-savvy" doctor for your loved one, you WILL NEED to be their advocate. A proper diagnosis is ESSENTIAL, and most physicians are not familiar with LBD yet, in spite of its prevalence. To many, "dementia is dementia is dementia, and it's all Alzheimer's." Given that an LBD victim can live many years with this disease (unless a wrong diagnosis and improper treatment shorten their lives), it is imperative that appropriate treatment is provided.

In my mother's case, in spite of the improper treatment by one hospital, the correct diagnosis and treatment helped her actually regain much of her cognition and all of her former personality. Once she once again was herself, she has been able to enjoy her life within each moment, and the misery and living hell that she had been existing in was a thing of the past - bad memories that she doesn't even have anymore. With her hallucinations and delusions under control with the right (delicate!) mix of meds, and her personality back, even with the memory issues, even with her "bad days" where her cognition is lower and confusion reigns (LBD is like a roller coaster of improvements and decline, unlike the steady decline of other dementias) - I have gotten my mother back. These 4 years are a blessing that I would not have had without the proper diagnosis, medication regimen, and care.

For more information about Lewy Body Dementia please visit the Lewy Body Dementia Association website. If you have a loved one with LBD, or suspect that they do, please familiarize yourself with this disease. Yes, it is fatal; but there is help for them!

Friday, October 19, 2012

The Plan.

Lovin' Weebly!

Just had to get that out of my system.

In a nutshell, I'll be using Weebly from now on. For everything. I will be blogging there exclusively starting the first of the year. Between now and then I will be working on saving my blogs to PDF files, some of which will be available for downloading should anyone want them. This blog, probably not, since there isn't really any reference information here, very few links (which are old, if there are!), and nothing anyone would probably need to look back on. The new site will simplify things for me, and save time, in so many ways!

My Cheap'n'Easy Lowcarb Living blog will be available as a PDF file, and I will spend some time between now and the end of the year copying/pasting the recipes to the new blog over there.

My Nissen Fundoplication blog will be made into a PDF file and available for download after Dec. 1st. That will be my 2-year anniversary of the surgery, and I really don't have much more to add anymore. Anything that needs discussing will be addressed in the Nissen Fundoplication group on Facebook.

As for the VitaInVia blog, it is young yet, with not that many posts; I plan to copy/paste each post to the new blog at Weebly.

As for everything else:

I will make/download a backup of my google voice account, and then delete that. Shame, really, since I love my phone number there, and have used it a LOT. But I also have a Skype number, and Skype will do most of the things that GV does for me so it will just be a matter of getting used to using it instead.

I have already deleted all of my uploaded youtube videos; I already have copies of them. I'll keep the account just so I can still access playlists (mostly stuff for my grandson) and subscriptions...at least, unless/until google decides I need a + account to even do that.

Forgot the I use the google reader for my rss feeds. But feed readers are a dime a dozen; soon all of my RSS subscriptions will be taken to another reader too.

All that will be left after the 1st of the year (2013), is my android phone. The contract expires in the spring. And then that will also be gone.

All of this is causing some inconvenience of course. And it seems that most people probably don't want to give up the ease of using one service for everything, the convenience. There aren't many people I don't think that really care if they are forced to join one service just to use another, or that have the privacy concerns that I do. This is a different world, and a different internet than the one I used before there even WAS a world wide web. (Ahhh, the simplicity of gopher, relay chats, ftp, fidonet...!) Then it was about sharing, disseminating information, providing; now it is about profiting, taking, stealing even. And I have to say that I just don't trust it - or those who seek to control it...or me...

Enough of all that, though. Onward to better things - like simplicity :).

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Owned by Google Part II

I've discussed this all with my husband to make sure I wasn't just being paranoid and reactive. And he doesn't think I am...so working on a plan to de-Google my life...

The easiest changes will be with my YouTube account (still really ticked about that, how DARE they hide my videos until I join Google+?!?) and here. I will simply delete my YouTube videos and my account. That's not such a big deal, there are plenty of other places to host vlogs and videos, if I decide I want to continue posting them. Not really into it anymore, my excitement about vlogging has been squashed, but if eventually... And I can move all of my blogs (Blogger being another Google property) easily to WordPress, apparently - at least from what I've read. If I lose the photos - which is the only problem I think? - it's not that big of a deal. Then I can delete this account as well. (There are people who also post vlogs at WP, I've read, if I ever think I might want to try that again!)

My contract for my android (Google's o/s) phone is almost up. And there are a couple of linux/ubuntu-based tablets out there, but more in the pipes for release within the next year. Instead of a smart phone, I can get a cheap cell phone service and a linux-based tablet to do the same things I can do now with my Droid - for less money! (I currently use Ubuntu on my own computer.)

I don't use the Google search engine, but do have a Google Voice number I have used for a few years. That will be tough to give up but I will. For the things I use my GV number for now (mostly anyone that isn't a personal friend or family, who all have my cell #), I'll just use my Skype number. Not a big deal. At least unless Google decides to buy Skype too...

This is all doable. It will take time. But I will phase Google out of my life. Everything they have of mine already (conversations, videos, these blogs, etc.) I'm sure they won't delete - when one has such a complete dossier on people that makes money for one, one doesn't give that up. But I will do what I can do, and lesson learned: Keep my online information and social life spread across various sources. In addition, I am working on minimizing it drastically...more on that in another post.

I just want to say once again: When a company does something and does it well, they have earned the right to prosper. And I don't hate Google for who they are or what they've grown into. What I hate is that I got myself into a position where a company could try to force me to do something I didn't want to do, just so I could do something I did want to do. Even though the easy way would have been to just keep the Google+ account I didn't want, I choose not to be assimilated.

Monday, October 15, 2012

But I Don't WANT To Be Owned By Google!

Everybody who knows me, knows that I believe in business, I believe in success, I believe that capitalism is the key to a strong economy. I cheer on successful businesses, and love to see them grow and prosper and make lots of money for the brilliant minds that brought them to where they are, for the stockholders, and to provide jobs for those who choose to work for them.

But not at my expense. And to Google I am a commodity. I would become THEIR commodity if I continued to graze in their pastures like the rest of their sheep.

Yes, I have an android smart phone. When my contract runs out in the spring, I will no longer have to use Google's o/s. In fact, I am not planning to use a smart phone at all. I want a dumb phone. And a tablet. Linux-based. Which will be fine for what I plan to use it for.

Yes, I have a GMail account. That too, will be history in the spring, since the only reason I have it (but don't use it) is because my phone requires it. (Requires it...key phrase.)

There is a plethora of search engines to be found, some even better than Google. And those are where I go when I do a search.

And obviously I don't use the Chrome browser.

I've been working on breaking Google's grip on my online life for a while. And now, finally, the reason I am writing about this tonight:

If you have followed this blog, you know that I have been wanting for vlog for a long time. And, of course, YouTube is THE place to put up vlogs. Last week I finally started, and excitedly posted my first 3 vlogs on 3 different days. It was strange that I had to make some changes on my YouTube account before I could upload the first one, and stranger yet that I started getting notices of people adding me to their circles on Google+ since I have steadfastly refused to join or use that service. I guess I didn't understand what YouTube was asking of me but I was so stoked about finally making and posting some vlogs that I just agreed to whatever I was agreeing to.

But once I realized that I now had the Google+ account, I deleted it - it definitely isn't something I want! Then tonight I went to upload my 4th vlog, and I can't! In fact, it appears that all of my former videos aren't viewable on my channel anymore - in fact it appears I don't even HAVE a channel anymore - since I deleted my Google+ account!

NOW I AM TICKED! I will make sure I have all of my YouTube videos on my external hard drive that I use for archiving and backups, and then I'm taking them all off YouTube. I have been a long-time YouTube user but I won't be a YouTube/Google property.

I will find somewhere else to vlog. If it's even worth the trouble; I'm not so sure it is anymore. I'm fed up.

NO, Google, you cannot own me OR my "online life"!

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Vlogging! (SERIOUSLY???)

I've probably mentioned that the idea of vlogging has intrigued me for a while. Strange thought for me though, who would have thought I'd have that narcissistic streak in me? I don't like anything that's "all about me" - so go figure, not even sure why I've been wanting to do it. But I have, so I'm giving it a shot. 2 vlogs posted so far in fact!

Things I've noticed: Yes, my voice sounds split outside of my own head too! Years of being bathed in acid have wrecked my larynx. Ugh. But at least it's not all the time. And just think, I can sing duets with myself! :)

My mouth looks funny when I talk. Can't describe it, it just looks funny. I don't like watching it. Have I always looked like that?

I have a LONG way to go before my vlogs look anything like the ones I watch - lots to learn about doing this thing, it sure ain't as easy as it looks!

I never saw a vlog until a couple of years ago, I was browsing around YouTube and I saw this woman talking about cosmetics. Since I have no interest in cosmetics - don't even wear them - I was mesmerized. She was taking it all so seriously! Holding up various items in various colors, telling where she got them, and it was as if she were reporting the nightly news or something, she was so focused and intent on describing these cosmetics. I couldn't believe what I was seeing, how could anybody care so much about makeup?!? So of course I subscribed to her. As time went on I saw that she had a whole lot to say that had nothing to do with vanity, she was a real 3D person who took care of herself and her family. She talked about her life, TV shows she watched, books, the things she did, crafts, cooking...I really enjoyed listening to her. Then one day quite a while ago she talked about leaving YouTube, she was clearly upset and depressed. I found myself praying for her, she had become such a part of my days, and I grew to care about her as if she were a "real-life" friend. She did come back to YouTube, and I was glad. And now to this day I look forward to seeing what is new in her life, and praying for her and her family. It is almost like legal stalking - lol!

Hers isn't the only blog I watch. I watched Shay Carl's posts for a while, he's quite popular and with good reason, too! But he got to start feeling not so personal, more commercial, or something, so I rarely check in him anymore. I started watched a woman who is also in my generation who is into low carb eating, natural supplements and products, and has vlogged somewhat about her life but mostly about her health, and I follow her pretty closely. And I was following a gal who was traveling across the country in a truck camper. Loved her vlogs, looked forward to see how she was doing and make sure all was well with her, prayed for her...then she ran into some bad times and her language in one of her vlogs was really disturbing to me, profanity grieves the spirit, I decided to unsubscribe from her but I will hope she is doing well, and pray for her.

So none of this explains why I want to vlog. As a person who typically wants to stay OUT of the limelight, doesn't like being the center of attention, and lives a fairly private life, I don't understand it. But since the urge to do it has persisted for several months, I'm trying it. There is no reason for it. I just am.

Here is a link to my YouTube channel, if you are interested.

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Facebook

Facebook is such a strange society. I've been quite active there for several years, most of the time having a love-hate relationship with it.

Then, a few weeks ago, the Lord started telling me that it had become my god. While I didn't worship it in the same sense as I worship the Lord, it had become the place where I went when I wanted to share something, get something off my chest, talk about things...instead of to Him! And as always He gave me confirmation...so over 2 weeks ago I took a hiatus from my wall. I get notifications in my email about people who post to me, and have chosen to respond only to messages, deleting most of the wall posts after a quick scan. (Previously I was compelled to go to FB to respond to every one of them.) I have a couple of Facebook groups, and belong to a few other groups on FB. But it was The Wall that had taken God's place in my life. I continued - and continue - check on the groups and even participate once in a while.

It has been interesting. Where I thought I would miss it all terribly, I haven't missed it at all. I'm talking to my Lord a LOT more now about what's on my mind or in my heart, instead of posting them to my wall. As light social outlets I use Pinterest and Twitter (which I've used for longer than FB), and spend about 10% of the time on those combined than I used to spend on Facebook.

It is interesting to note that this has also been a humbling experience. After not posting to my wall for 2 weeks, only one of my hundreds of FB friends has apparently noticed my absence...at least enough to contact me and ask about it! WOW, and here I thought that there was this terrific mutually important party line going on with my "friends" - but learned that it is so UNimportant, absence isn't even noticed! It is definitely humbling to get evidence of one's insignificance in the lives of others.

Another side note: when I post to twitter or pinterest, or my blogs, these are fed onto FB. I don't have to actually go there and post, so maybe people see these and ignore the source, so don't now I'm not there, it's just an automatic feed? Who knows? All I know is that this experience has been enlightening and freeing...and that I'm once again talking to my Lord, my precious Master and Savior, continually as I go through my days. So whatever is - or isn't - happening on Facebook, and whoever does - or doesn't - know that I'm not really there, really doesn't matter as much as I always thought it did!

Whether or not I start using Facebook as a social outlet and communication tool again remains to be seen. I have no desire to do so at the moment, although I have started skimming my wall to make sure all is well with my friends once a day or so, and have even clicked a couple of Like buttons. At the moment I don't really think about it too much, and when I do I'm ambivalent about it all, and I certainly don't feel it drawing me back. So, who knows?

Meanwhile I relax happily with Pinterest, and communicate via my blogs and twitter and occasionally email, and enjoy so much more time with God. Life is back in balance.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Big Nell is Home

Well, it took a few weeks from broken to fixed but Big Nell got home a couple of weeks ago, and with a new hard drive.

She's running just fine now, and all the little niggling problems that made me nuts before are resolved...probably the original hard drive had defects, and that's why I had so much trouble with running Ubuntu and Linux Mint so was stuck using Windows, and even had miscellaneous aggravations with that!

Anyway, I now have Linux Mint installed and it's running perfectly. Still using Windows during the day for my job because it's where all of my files and software are currently loaded, but that will change so I can use Mint all the time instead.

The hassle of returning Big Nell was still a hassle. But now my husband is happy with his new computer (he hasn't had a new one in 6½ years, I've had at least 2 new ones since then!) and I'm happy to have Big Nell back, AND WORKING PROPERLY! :)